unexpected 0nes

16 0ct 2010,8am,Nilai driving center
> i met a guy there . . He started with a ''hell0 , have we meet bef0re ?'' i d0nt really kn0w what is he talking ab0ut . . He t0ld me that we have been in the same tuiti0n center . . It was f0rm 3 . . W0w . . It was 2 years ag0 . . And he t0ld me he remember me because i was tall and i n0rmaly sit infr0nt . . We began t0 chat . . . We exchange email and ph0ne number . . . We started t0 text each 0ther . . Bef0re he went back he sh00k my hand . . There is when i feel warmness . .

17 0ct 2010
> we meet again the next day . . . He text me . . He spy 0n me . . Haha . . . And i call him stalker ! XD . . I was w0rried that day . . He did n0t came near me but he texted me after he saw my face expressi0n . . He ask . . He make me feel like there is s0me0ne guarding me . . I feel happy . . . He is a caring guy . . . A guy that i have always h0pe f0r . . He left that day with0ut a face t0 face g00dbye . . .

19 0ct 2010
> it was 6.30am when i reach mcd0nald t0 have my breakfast . . I sat al0ne at the 2nd table fr0m the mcd0nald d00r . . I was eating pan cake ! I was sitting and playing my faceb00k until i saw s0me0ne familiar . . It was him . . He 0pened the d00r and came in . . . We l00k at each 0ther f0r a sec0nd bef0re he came t0 me and say that can he sit with me ? . . We did n0t talk much . . . It was my time t0 g0 when my agent came t0 pick me up . . S0 we say that we will met at the driving center . . I was the m0rning batch and i fail my driving test . . He 0n the 0ther hand is in the 2nd batch and he pass b0th ! He c0mf0rt me f0r my failure . . Aww . . He is caring . . . He text me . . C0mf0rting me the wh0le day . .

20 0ct 2010 0nwards . .
Things went sm00thly afterwards . . . We actually like each 0ther . . . We began t0 text m0re and everything went well f0r the next few days and it was my happy day . . . Until 0ne saturday . . I was at cinema watching The Perfect Wedding wìth my friend after we went t0 buy 0ur graduati0n cl0thes . . He text me and say it is seri0us ! And i kn0w s0mething was n0t right . . I sense that he want t0 break with me . . And yes ! He did . . . He ask f0r an0ther chance that night . . And i was happy ! Even i feel s0mething was n0t right . . Things went d0wn hill after that . . . We break f0r the sec0nd time . . This time i was even hurt . . . But i f0rgive him . . Maybe he d0esnt bel0ng t0 me . . . But i w0uld still say that i will welc0me y0u because i am still int0 y0u . . But i guess y0u d0nt feel that way anym0re . . .

What i want t0 say is . . Thanks f0r y0ur never ending c0mf0rt . . . I h0pe that y0u find y0ur 0wn happiness and smile . . Y0ur happiness meant a l0t t0 me . . I will be happy f0r y0u . . If y0u ever need a place t0 talk . . I'm here f0r y0u ! D0nt hesitate t0 talk t0 me . . .

Pr0blems that w0man fear .

Y0u fear > when y0u are 0ff t0 dance 0r chatting with friends at the party , he will meet a girl that he likes better than y0u . S0 y0u superglue y0urself t0 him and 0bsess b0ut every girl he talks t0 . This causes him t0 n0tice that y0u d0nt trust him . Y0ur c0nstant s0cial suff0cati0n , nagging and accusati0n c0uld make him s0 fed up that y0ur behavi0ur pushes him int0 the arms 0f an0ther w0man and this situati0n is definitely n0t the 0utc0me y0u're after . ↲Y0u sh0uld > when y0u're at a party , be y0ur 0wn w0man . Give y0ur b0yfriend a peck 0n his cheek and say '' have fun , i'm g0ing t0 circulate ''. Then get 0ut there and d0 just that . Strike up c0nversati0n with new friends . Hang with girlfriends and chat . Make a c0ncerted eff0rt n0t t0 l00k his way 0r check 0ut what he's d0ing . And if a guy y0u d0nt kn0w asks y0u t0 dance , say '' I'd l0ve t0 but I sh0uld let y0u kn0w i'm here with s0me0ne ''(l00k at the place where y0ur bf was and then l00k back t0 talk t0 the stranger). Chances are the stranger will still want t0 gr00ve with y0u anyway , s0 enj0y being flattered and let him flirt with y0u .

3 july 2010

i hardly put picture here cause i already upload the pic at facebook .... i hardly post or write because i didnt online much ... sorry ...

l0ve hurts qu0tes

always brighten up your day
Even when she couldn’t
brighten up her own

Forgiving isn't Forgetting.
Its just letting go of the hurt.
so forgive more

No smile is more beautiful
than the one that struggles through tears


Love comes
to those who still hope
even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe
even though they've been betrayed,
to those who still love
even though they've been hurt before.

Tired of trying,
Sick of crying,
Yeah I'm smiling,
but inside I'm dying.

heartbreak quote 1

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant
everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love is a precious gift that people
try to hold onto until the end of time,
even when there is nothing left to hold.

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh,
but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

True love is when you have to watch a friend leave,
with the knowledge that you might never see him again.
But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever...




Love starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.

feeling of affraid to fall in love

I'm scared to fall in love,
scared to fall fast,
because every time
I fall in love...
it never seems to last.

Trying to make someone
fall in love with you
is about as pointless as
trying to control
who you fall in love with.



How to define love:
fall but do not stumble,
be constant
but not to persisitent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and
try not to demand,
hurt but never keep the pain.

what love is ?

you put someone on a pedestal,
and they fall -
but you are there
to catch them.

Love is like water;
We can fall in it.
We can drown in it.
And we can't live without it.

Any people
when they fall in love
look for a little haven
of refuge from the world,
where they can be sure
of being admired
when they are
not admirable,
and praised
when they are not praiseworthy.


To love means to commit
oneself without guarantee,
to give oneself
completely in the hope
that our love will produce love
in the loved person.

Falling in love
is so hard on the knees.

10 meaningful words

第一句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 1st Sentence
沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人
There is no other half of 100 points, only two people with 50 points each.

第二句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 2nd Sentence
付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞
Only by giving true love, will get true love in return, but might also hurt much.
By keeping a distance, can protect yourself, but also destined to be alone forever.

第三句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 3rd Sentence
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人
Normally those who like stay back and argue with you, are the ones who truly love you.

第四句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 4th Sentence
有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重
Sometimes, it is not they do not care about you, but you cared too much about them.

第五句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 5th Sentence
冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具
Coldness, sometimes is not heartless, but a type of tool to prevent being hurt by others.

第六句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 6th Sentence
如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離　你只要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步
If there are 1000 steps between us, you only need to take the 1st step.
Then I will take the remaining 999 steps toward you.

第七句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 7th Sentence
為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人
Those who take joy at your sorrow, are enemies.
Those who take joy at your joy, are friends.
Those who take sorrow at your sorrow, are those that you should keep into your heart.

第八句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 8th Sentence
就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie
Even the English word “believe” also has a “lie” hidden in the middle.

第九句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 9th Sentence
真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬
True good friends, does not mean that there are endless topic to talk about when together.
But when together, even if not talking, will not feel embarrassed.

第十句 – 10 Very Meaning Sentences – 10th Sentence
朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人
Friends are those even though exposed by you, yet they still take a liking in you.

what w0man affraid ? And the pr0blem w0man have . .

The Problem : you want intimacy but because he is not a great talker ? And u end up pumping him for information ? ↲You know that a good communication is the foundation of a happy and lasting relationship so you are apart and the more you will push him to be intimate and that makes him feel you are being overbearing . This make u to create a very real risk that he will start to withdraw from you because he feels stifled . ↲↲Solution : when he arrives at your place or ask you out for a drink , dont ask him bout his day . Let him direct the converstation where he would like it to go if he is not great at doing that , then bring up something general like what film you want to watch but keep that discussion short and to the point . If he doesnt step in and share his , grab a book or mag from your bag or check your ph messages .↲Your aim ? ? To come off looking a little aloof , confident and not at all needy . If there is an awkward silence then put on a friendly or sexy smile but dont try to fill it up with a talk . 0nce you pull right back he will no longer feel pressured to spill all . Automatically he will want to spill way more to you because he will feel you being a little distant and he will be the one wanting to get abit more up close and personal .

love hurts

have you ever experience love that hurts alot ?? well i do ... love doesnt mean it must come from a BGR relationship but also can be friendship sometimes ... A guy who dont want to sacrifice or unwillingly to sacrifice for you is definitely is a painful relationship ... A guy who did not do something special or meaningful is a guy that is not romantic ... that particularity type of guy sometimes can be very selfish ... have you ever try before any guy that behave like that ?? A girl shouldent always be the one who sacrifice for a guy ... maybe some of you will not agree with me ... some may have say that love does not matter of who sacrifice as long as you love him ... did you actually realise that you are the one who will be in pain at last ?? well it depends on different thinking ... would you mind to share your opinion with me ??

the one people i hated alot

i am very pissed off today ... i just tell the truth about what it really is ... the person shouted at me .... i only replied the same after the person yell at me .. the truth is that the person really wake up late and slow motion all the time ... sometimes i waited in the car until very pissed ... i dint say i am right all the time ... i know that i do sometimes talk wrong but i wont say it unless i have prove ... but many people seem scared with the people so they dont dare to talk the truth ... maybe i am wrong because i did not forgive like what GOD said but i try my best .... everytime i saw attitude i hate her ... i mean u can play with people but not every single day ... that people say that her mother say i am a people with poor manners ... did that people mother think actually it goes same with her own child ? that people always thinks that all the theories that gave by that people are right ... that people say i shooted that people ... yes i do ....i do shoot but base with proves .... i dont want to shoot about that people past but everytime that people say about theories it reminds me of that people's attitude ... that people said i rub my teacher's shoe in order to get a compliment from teacher .... haha ... very funny ..... as if i will do like that people .... that people makes the teacher angry than that people will do something like buying gift for the teacher .... i dont think that is necessary ... that person say that when that person saw my mum that person greeted my mum with a smile and my mum told me that is not true ... what a liar .... i hated that person alot ... i just sms that person to tell that i dont like or something about advice and that person will say i shooted that person ... i hope GOD can help me to reduce hateness ....

my opinion

i love westlife song alot aspecially If I Let You Go ... the lyric is full of meaning that gives me advise and what should i do .. this is one small part of the songs that is very meaningful to me

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
if I let you go?

- mean- if you let something go easily u would never know how it feels like if you didnt not let it go ... this give me a knid of imagination about what will happen if i let something go and what will be the cost of it ...

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

-mean- you are struggling and you are confused about your feeling .. you talking bout that person you like or care

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

-mean- you don't know what to do but you got to think and choose

this lyric is meaningful to me because it describe a part of my life and i don't know how to express it so i express it through this song .... if you have your own opinion you can tell me or share with me ... thanks

boring life

I'm just a normal girl or maybe a girl with a simple bored life ... but my life always get to be complicated and bored .... i love to talk to my friend but sometimes i just don't know how to start a topic or a conversation with them ... i am very envy with my best friend because her life is always interesting and she always get the trust of my friend ... i wish i could be like her ... i wish i could change my life ... sometimes i am really piss of my life ... my love life ... my friendship life ... i wish they could open their heart to me and let me enter their world but i think that is nearly impossible ...