Falling in Love again is Painful but why i want to continue it ???

falling for someone again is painful .... i .. myself knew it ... but why am i falling for this trick again ?? i told myself not to like someone anymore ... but i just cant help it ... why is all this things always happen on me ??? why ?? he is damn famous among all the senior and junior ... everyone like him .... he is just like everyone's prince ... he have a good look , good education , good heart , and a gentlemen .... i know that i wont stand a chance for him to like me once cause i am not a pretty girl ... nor i am a girl with slim body .... i am not good at dance , singing , study , or anything ....to me the guy i like is like we are sky and earth .... i am sure he wont even look at someone like me ... someone like me doesn't exist in his eyes .... there is only one thing i can do ... that is like him secretly .... that is the best way .... as long as i can see him and he look happy than i am fine with it ...liking someone that you know you cant have hurts a lot ... it breaks your heart when you saw some pretty girl or other girl close to him ... talk to him .... sit his car .... hold his hand and more .... while you sit there and watch them happy while you lonely ... real lonely ....