Thinking about the Past

Many people dont agree on thinking about the past because they take it as a past issue and dont want to think about it anymore maybe because of some terrible issue or some unexpected misfortune issue they want to forget or erase from their memories .... as for me ... i don't think it is a bad thing thinking about the past as the past can give us a lot of learning about what we did the past is right or wrong ... and make it our lesson for the future or the history is about to happen again ... i miss my secondary school life and regret that i did not appreciate it ... now i realize that it is too late .... but i will take this as a lesson to learn and make things better so that i don't regret it future .... secondary school life was fun rather than college life because we don't need to think about world issue , working issue , money issue and many adultery issue as we only need to think about study issue and exam issue ... me myself used to fuss about getting up early in the morning at 5.30am for school but now i miss it ... i miss seeing my best friend at school and the time we had after school for activities .... i miss chatting with them at school ... the way we walk together , the way we went to toilet together ... the way we stick together ... but now everyone is busy with their college lifestyle ... barely able to keep in touch always ... i miss those days badly telling myself that the sweet days will never come again as those day is already past ... nothing can be made to change back to the past but anything can be make to change it in the future ...

National Service Time !! ( part 1 )

Time for National Service Time 3 January 2011 - 13 March 2011 , Kem Temasya Rimba Templer , Kumpulan 1 Siri 8/2011 , Company Charlie .

When i got the news of me going to participate in National Service at 2011 on july 2010 , i was shock and i cant accept it as my fate . The Fear of what is going to happen to me in that camp overwhelm me ... Day by day until that day !! 3rd Jan !! entering NS camp day ...

3 January 2011 - 13 March 2011

I woke up at 6.30 and clean myself . reminding that the day for me to enter NS camp at Rawang has arrived . feeling worry that i wont be able to follow the activities as i am not that kind of active people . i went to mines ktm and from there my friend and i took the ktm train to kajang and from kajang our church brother pick us up and send us to jalan reko kajang bus station bacause our NS bus will be waiting there to pick us up to our camp destination . our camp destination are different ... feeling lonely i went up to my bus and wondering who will sit next to me . It was a malay girl . well it didnt bother me ... the journey took about 1 hour to reach our camp site ... the bus stop and we got down and find our own luggage . then we were ordered to bring our own luggage to a room and put it there before lining up at the place the bus put us down . i saw my school friend that is my jimui ... at last got someone same camp with me ... 10 minutes later we were attend by 3 camp teacher to call for our name and divide us our dorm and company .... girls are called WIRAWATI and guys are called WIRA ... My company ??? Charlie of course ... dorm F ... all the register and procedures took us about 3 days before we divide into our own company to create our company flag , moto , vision , rules , songs and cheering .... They are 4 company that is Alpha , Bravo , Charlie and Delta . we complited our work in 1 week ...
Charlie = singa rimba , yellow
Our Charlie cheer is when our leader call CHARLIE we will shout HAUS !! ( thirsty in bm )
our Charlie song is

Singa singa pantang kalah ,
Walau sakit jatuh dan rebah ,
Bukan nak riak atau berlagak ,
Singa pasti juara ....