boring life

I'm just a normal girl or maybe a girl with a simple bored life ... but my life always get to be complicated and bored .... i love to talk to my friend but sometimes i just don't know how to start a topic or a conversation with them ... i am very envy with my best friend because her life is always interesting and she always get the trust of my friend ... i wish i could be like her ... i wish i could change my life ... sometimes i am really piss of my life ... my love life ... my friendship life ... i wish they could open their heart to me and let me enter their world but i think that is nearly impossible ...