the one people i hated alot

i am very pissed off today ... i just tell the truth about what it really is ... the person shouted at me .... i only replied the same after the person yell at me .. the truth is that the person really wake up late and slow motion all the time ... sometimes i waited in the car until very pissed ... i dint say i am right all the time ... i know that i do sometimes talk wrong but i wont say it unless i have prove ... but many people seem scared with the people so they dont dare to talk the truth ... maybe i am wrong because i did not forgive like what GOD said but i try my best .... everytime i saw attitude i hate her ... i mean u can play with people but not every single day ... that people say that her mother say i am a people with poor manners ... did that people mother think actually it goes same with her own child ? that people always thinks that all the theories that gave by that people are right ... that people say i shooted that people ... yes i do ....i do shoot but base with proves .... i dont want to shoot about that people past but everytime that people say about theories it reminds me of that people's attitude ... that people said i rub my teacher's shoe in order to get a compliment from teacher .... haha ... very funny ..... as if i will do like that people .... that people makes the teacher angry than that people will do something like buying gift for the teacher .... i dont think that is necessary ... that person say that when that person saw my mum that person greeted my mum with a smile and my mum told me that is not true ... what a liar .... i hated that person alot ... i just sms that person to tell that i dont like or something about advice and that person will say i shooted that person ... i hope GOD can help me to reduce hateness ....

my opinion

i love westlife song alot aspecially If I Let You Go ... the lyric is full of meaning that gives me advise and what should i do .. this is one small part of the songs that is very meaningful to me

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
if I let you go?

- mean- if you let something go easily u would never know how it feels like if you didnt not let it go ... this give me a knid of imagination about what will happen if i let something go and what will be the cost of it ...

Night after night I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you
You speak to my heart
It's such a shame we're worlds apart

-mean- you are struggling and you are confused about your feeling .. you talking bout that person you like or care

I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

-mean- you don't know what to do but you got to think and choose

this lyric is meaningful to me because it describe a part of my life and i don't know how to express it so i express it through this song .... if you have your own opinion you can tell me or share with me ... thanks

boring life

I'm just a normal girl or maybe a girl with a simple bored life ... but my life always get to be complicated and bored .... i love to talk to my friend but sometimes i just don't know how to start a topic or a conversation with them ... i am very envy with my best friend because her life is always interesting and she always get the trust of my friend ... i wish i could be like her ... i wish i could change my life ... sometimes i am really piss of my life ... my love life ... my friendship life ... i wish they could open their heart to me and let me enter their world but i think that is nearly impossible ...